mlm ni, aku scara xsngajanya teringatkan seseorg.....

aku try cl...3 kali....tp dia xjwb....

"mhh" or "ben" or i used to call him "is" or "daddy"

why???

WHY????

why???

dunnow.... tp tringat.....

(SANGAT2)

dia penah pangge aku specky lps dia dpt taw yg aku neh rabun....

SPECKY~~

nama yg ckup pantang aku dengar skrg....

~rupa2nya lps tu dia pown pkai speck~

knapa aku tringat ye???

dr mna aku ada kkuatan utk dail no tpon dia td???

nyesalkah aku suro dia tunaikan sumpah dia yg dia xkn hbungi aku ag dah???

masih adakah perasaan dlm ati aku utk dia???

knapa yg ada dari dulu smpai la skrg neh hanya persoalan???

knapa aku masih xdpt cari jawapan dia???

apakah perasaan neh???

camneh ke rindu???

~perangai dia mmg tegagai~

ketiga2 pic neh aku pn x engat aku dpt dr mna...

tp neh pic dia lps kmi break off...

years after actually...

tp ley nmpk dia still pkai ring tu....

ring "kami"....

yg aku punya????

MZF dah amek, buang kat sungai...

patut ka aku engat ag kat dia

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semak pala wei!!!!!

nk exam neh, tlg la jgn dok wat jiwa kacau cam neh.......

nk mintak button "delete mhh" ley x???

pastu clear recycle bin...

pastu nk refresh....

ley x??

"ya Allah, hanya pada Mu ku berserah....

kuatkan lah semangatku....

tenangkan lah hatiku....

peliharalah hati dan perasaanku....

peliharalah ingatanku....

hanya pada Mu ku memohon pertolongan.....

jika dia tercipta untukku, dan aku dicipta dari rusuk kirinya,

dekatkan lah hati ku dengan hatinya....

namun jika dia bukan untukku, Kau jauhkan lah dia dari ingatan dan hatiku....

sesungguhnya hanya Engkau lah yang maha mengetahui segala isi alam...."

nasik kambing....

hehe...

antara mkanan kegemaran aku msti la kambing...

SEDAAPPP sangat.....

huhuhu....

ni wjah aku lps mkn sepinggan nasik kambing...

mmg aku dh jadi mcm ular sawa lps baham sekor kambing la...

aku mkn neh time lunch tadik...

kat port cafe, bdr baru tluk intan....

afe tu dh lme gak bukak...

tp bwu tadik aku ngn kengkwn p try mknan kat sna....

ni hidangan nasik kambing dia...

mmg puas n mngenyangkan laa....

nasik sepinggan penuh,

kambing 4 ketul besar dan lembuttt sangat....

sambal n sos dia tu...

mmm....

sedaapp sgt....

smpai skrg still trasa

ksedapan n klembutan daging tuh....

ni la rupanya pinggan dia lps aku settlekan urusan aku...

hehehe....

jgn nk kata aku ni buruk lantak k....

aku mkn dgn penuh sopan santunnya....

hehehe....

tp mmg lincin la sepinggan tuh....

memula masa adik tuh nk amek order, aku tnya dia

"kalo x abeh ley tapaw x??"

dia jawab...

"ley..."

tp msalahnya aku nmpk je kambing tuh,

aku ilang kawalan,

trus xda tinggal pape utk ditapaw balik...

huhuhuhu.....

aku mkn dgn spuas ati...

ni pulak air yg aku minum....

barbican delima...

hehehe....

air pun sodapp.....

sparkle malt....

=)

OSCE, FINAL "kengKAWAN"

today I'm feeling like writing in English...
it's not because my Malay isn't good, but if i write in English, I'll feel better....
it's an internal thing....
tomorrow is my OSCE...a practical test for my carry marks for final....
everyone is going crazy, studying, preparing, even talking to them self....
*starting to a new problem i see*
but today I'm not going to talk on how i didn't prepare or anything,
i just want to express my feelings and thoughts....
one of my classmate (i can't figure out whom)
manage to get notes from our senior...
*good for her*
but the thing is, she refuse to share it with others...
well, she did share it, but only with her closest friend....
i still remember when i managed to get notes from our senior last semester,
and a semester before that....
everyone goes like, "kak ayu, can you share it with us?" or more like this
"WOI!!share la...kedekut ilmu betoi la!!!!"
well, i wonder where that sharing and caring thing gone now....
i guess that's what they say, you'll only now who's your real friend, when you have nothing...
after they make a copy for each and everyone of them, one of my dear friend managed to get a copy from one of those people...
she then came to me and ask, "do you want a copy of this?? I'm going to make one for you if you want"
i smiled and said "of course i want, thanks dear..."
maybe those who are hiding it from me doesn't want me to get higher marks from them for this final...
HAHAHAHA~~~
well, it's an honor if they see me as a thread...
the thing is guys, doesn't matter how you hate that person, if it came in the topic of knowledge, share it...
you won't loss anything, but you'll gain a lot more that you can imagine....
may peace be upon you...
~~live to love and share~~

..cencen di jari..

huhuhu~~~

ape kah makna sume neh??

hehehe~~

maknanya ada org dah gtai nak kawen laa....

knape kah, mngapekah....

usah ditnya...

soal jdoh, ssah org nk phm...

yups....sy akui, jari antoo sy bplaster....

nk wat cmner, bkn tiap2 ari kita sehat....

tp silap timing la nk sakit jari pown..tp xpe la....

yg pnting majlis tu bjln ngn lncar n slamat....

sume nu blaku 4.2.2011 baru2 neh...

tp lmbat sket update dlm blog....

nk wat cmne, i kan bz....

yekkss....

HAHAHA~~~

prasan gitu....

anyway, that's it for now....really does enjoy ur company,

hope to hear from u soon...

may peace be upon u...